It’s a curious thing, this human experience. We seem to carry an unspoken assumption that we are meant to arrive at some destination. A perfected self, a finished product, a life neatly tied up with a bow. We strive and we build and we polish, believing that one day we will be complete.
But what if that’s not the point at all?
What if the whole journey—the entire, messy, glorious, heartbreaking process—is about the becoming?
I remember sitting in my garden last spring, watching a fuzzy caterpillar inch its way along a milkweed leaf. It was so singular in its purpose—eating, growing, simply being a caterpillar. It wasn’t worried about the butterfly it would become. It wasn’t lamenting its current, crawling state. It was fully immersed in the caterpillar-ness of its existence.
And then, the great mystery. The surrender into the chrysalis. The dissolving. The complete undoing of everything it once was. It’s a process that looks like death, like an ending. From the outside, it is a period of stillness, of waiting. But inside, a universe of transformation is unfolding. A radical reorganization. This is not just adding wings; it is a fundamental recreation.
This, beloved one, is the art of becoming.
We are not so different from that caterpillar. We have our own seasons of inching along, of consuming experiences, of simply being in the phase we are in. And we have our own chrysalis moments. The times when life invites us—or forces us—into a state of surrender. The loss of a job, the end of a relationship, a health crisis, a dark night of the soul. These are the moments that feel like an ending. They are the great undoing.
We fight it, of course. We cling to the familiar shape of our caterpillar selves. We fear the dissolving. It’s a deeply ingrained survival instinct—the brain’s beautiful, primitive desire to keep us safe by keeping us the same. As neuroscience teaches us, our neural pathways become entrenched, creating well-worn roads of thought and behavior. Change feels dangerous because it requires forging new paths, venturing into the unknown wilderness of our own potential. It requires energy. It requires courage.
But the soul knows. The deeper, wiser part of you knows that the dissolving is not death. It is the prerequisite for flight.
The Tao te Ching whispers of this truth: "The Tao is called the Great Mother: empty, yet inexhaustible, it gives birth to infinite worlds."
It is in the emptiness, the space between what was and what will be, that creation happens. It is in the chrysalis of our lives that we are reformed, reborn, renewed. We cannot become the butterfly by simply gluing wings onto our caterpillar self. We must be willing to dissolve.
I worked with a client once, a brilliant architect named Michael. He had built a life that was the envy of everyone he knew—a successful firm, a beautiful home, a picture-perfect family. But he came to me feeling a profound and unsettling emptiness. "I've checked all the boxes," he told me, his voice hollow. "This should be it. This should be happiness. But I feel like a ghost in my own life."
His chrysalis was calling.
For months, we sat together in the quiet space of my office. We didn't do much. We listened. We felt. We allowed the carefully constructed identity of "Michael the Successful Architect" to begin to soften. He started taking pottery classes—something he’d secretly wanted to do for years. He got his hands dirty with clay. He made lopsided, imperfect, beautiful things. He was not good at it. And for the first time in his life, he allowed himself to be a beginner. To be in the process. To be…becoming.
It was messy. There was grief for the life he thought he wanted. There was fear of what his colleagues and family would think. But there was also a flicker of something new. A spark of aliveness in his eyes. He was no longer a finished product. He was a work in progress. And in that, he found a sense of peace that had eluded him for decades.
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